Dear NHICC friends and family,
I was about to give this testomony last sunday but i failed to request if i can do the offering prayer. But God wants me to speak his merciful gift I received this week. I cant wait any longer to tell you his goodness.
In this time of economic crisis i know most of us are in trouble with their jobs and finances. Most of us are trying to meet ends. God knows every SINGLE fear and challenges we have each day. Realizing this things made me realized how greatful i am having my job. I have my fulltime job and another job came in. I felt it was such a great blessing. I never complain even the job is hard and even the schedule is so tight. I offer GOD each day a very thankful heart with all these blessings. BUT i realize is this Enough?
One day God made me realized. With all the schedules and training I have with my old and new job, I was focus moving and moving...one morning I was driving Park st and yielding to do left turn in bellflower blvd, the SUN really blinds me,i was trying to do left and NOT SEEING at all An OLD MAN crossing the street, i ALMOST by hairline hit him. I just knew it when i saw him run away from the front of my car and yelling and saying all the bad words he had in mind. GOD IS REALLY SO MERCIFUL indeed that this oldman able to walk and run and not walking with a walker or else i will hit him. Then i realized that every single thing that I have my CAREER, BANK ACCOUNT and my Life in USA is over. He will not stop until he gets his justice for sure. GOD is so merciful! He can take everything out from me but HE chooses not.
I realized at that moment that everything that i have is his property, and that i don't own anything. Then I said to myself I should share whatever I have and give what is for the LORD. We should NOT at all hesitate to do our Proper TIGHTING, Giving to our MISSIONS, and whoever comes infront of you asking for help or a need should be helped whole heartedly. I may say I FORGOT giving to MISSION in which i pledge to give infront of GOD....It is really nothing to me now at all having this experience.. .Now i really and fully understood the principle " GIVE TO GOD WHAT IS DUE TO GOD".
I hope that we should not stop giving and that we should realized that GOD can take it all if he wants to. And that whatever blessing he has given us we should learn how to value it, take care of it and learn how to give not just to others but what is due to GOD.
ANYWAY ALL THAT WE HAVE IS HIS AND NOT OURS. And we just live each day with his mercy and grace.
PRAISE THE LORD FOR HIS MERCY UPON ME!
JENNY